Txoj Kev ua neej is what?

Xav paub txoj Kev but don't know where. Xav nrhiav the purpose tiam sis tub nkeeg. Ua in leej Txiv but still a boy. Nees nkaum xya xyoo but still tsis take it completely serious. Is life going to continue if kuv tsis paub what to do? Tej zaum yes. Kuv need to move. Continue to progress. Be better. Rau kuv cov menyuam. Pab kuv mog Vaj Tswv.

I Had This Acct? Lol

*2019* I had this account?! How time flies! I truly am not the same person I was since the last edit. 'Life' has taken it's toll on me. Is that even the correct way to phrase it? Haha. I think I have ALLOWED it to. Sad. T-T Having become a husband and a father since 2012 has definitely opened up new experiences and opportunities for me to grow and see the world in a different light. I still feel blessed. In fact, I can see blessings more clear now than ever before. Thank you God. And thank you, my wife, daughter, mother, dad, and familia.

Determination

Going through this day, is causing me pain.
Knowing that if I do nothing, there will be no gain.
I want to push myself, and give it my all.
I want to show myself, that I won't stop and fall.
I want to try my best, for once in my life,
pushing myself past the limit, so there won't be strife.
I need to control my feelings, and make them my own.
I need to understand how, where, and why they should be shown.
This is a big goal, that I have never told myself before,
I have been drifting like a lazy man at sea, but now that I am washed ashore,
I have to learn how to walk again, I've got to give in more.
I have to learn wrong from right, there is nothing to lose.
these are life-changing decisions, so I am going to begin to choose.
Even though I do not want to walk through my life alone,
in my heart, and in my soul, I will never let it be shown.
I know for sure, that family and friends are here,
I know that where ever I go in life, they will still be there.
I have to start to realize, I have to start to care.
I have to tell myself over again, that there is nothing to fear.
Even though life gives us many difficulties, some that we will have to face ourselves.
I have to stand tall and look past it all, have courage in myself.
I can't give up when times are bad, and give my life away.
Because who knows? Tomorrow may be a better, brighter day.

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~I wrote this poem a while back, like a few months or something . . . I still
think this way, feel this way. Or so I seem to believe.~